myTHOUGHTS.

work.

2009-04-02T01:52:37Z

having a job is good whereby it provides you with an income
however the job might lead you to something bad.

for example: colleagues backstabbing each other
                   : you being dragged into an issue which totally concern you at all
                   : people spreading unnecessary rumors
                   : people demoralizing you

all the above people i had encounter before just by entering the company a month.
in a short period of time,a lot of things could happen.
but also because of this job i learnt to take care of myself better
and not to get distracted by other people,focus on your own part will do.

"human true self is the scariest thing on earth."

q.u.i.z

2009-02-24T16:08:42Z

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Disappointment You are a fun-loving, energetic, and cheerful person. You love adrenaline rushes, and going out at night. You constantly have to be having a great time to feel completely happy. Your biggest fear is not having anything to do, or having a huge disappointment/let down in your life. You hate being sad, and if something in your life suddenly went wrong it would be extremely hard for you to deal with. Just remember that everyone has to deal with hard times. Stay strong, and pretty soon your fun, party life will get right back the way it used to be.
Being Alone
Losing Someone
Commitment
Looked down on
Where Your life is Going
Death
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

saw it from dinie's post and decided to try out.
so this is the result of the quiz.
you too should try out.
have been busy with work recently.
sorry friends if i cant meet you all often.
you know i still love you! xoxo.

newHOME?

2009-02-12T04:49:32Z

currently i have 2 homes.
one in Singapore
and one in Taiwan.
after my 2nd trip to Bangkok,
i want to make it
my THIRD HOME!!!
i'm so attracted to their lifestyle
and the people there.

I WANT A THIRD H.O.M.E!!! =D

Bangkok L.O.V.E

2009-02-10T13:00:19Z

was back from Bangkok yesterday night.
it was my 2nd time there
and this time round i did ALOT of shopping.
it was a fruitful trip.
got ALOT of things back.
Bangkok is a place where i'll want to stay for long compared to singapore.
although its not as safe as singapore
but the people over there are kind and helpful
which make me wants to stay there for long
and their lifestyle is much more similar to Taiwan.
gonna stop here,photos will be up soon
as they're not with me.

23/01/2009, Official last day of school.

2009-01-24T18:46:22Z

23/01/2009 is the official last day of school in Republic Poly.
gonna leave the school for good

i admit i did want to leave school asap
however when it really comes to the end, i'm not sure of what to do
i feel aimless.
although it was the last day of school
but i didnt spend it in school
i spent the day outside of school with my DEAR friends.

the 3 years of poly life did change my life more or less
with the people i know
with the things i learnt
with the joy i got
i didnt regret choosing poly.

Chinese New Year is coming.
wish everyone a HAPPY chinese new year.

p.s cant wait for BKK trip! I'M COMING!!!

airport.FUN 13/01/2009

2009-01-15T08:12:11Z

its a week away from the end of school
but i self-declare Graduation on 13/01/2009
BKK trip is nearing...
AIRPORT CAN BE REAL FUN!
do chill at airport if you have no way ekse to go!

Dinie is soooo gonna love us!

graduation cerfiticate.

p.s more photos to my facebook -> http://www.facebook.com/home.php?#/profile.php?id=778598452&ref=profile

s.c.h.o.o.l

2009-01-05T16:39:12Z

first day of school is never a good day!
but am glad that my day is filled with laughter after i reached school
am so E.X.C.I.T.E.D that FYP is ending tomorrow !
gonna be free like nobody's business.
and i have find a way to solve my fee for BKK trip
which is to get a loan.
i cant wait for the day to come
gonna shop till i drop.
hopefully to get my T.A.T.T.O.O too.
another good news is WANDI is joining in the BKK trip too!
i just get to know that some people just dont need your effort to bother about them.

oldDAYS & newDAYS

2008-12-27T14:13:44Z

OLD days are to be remembered
and kept.
NEW days are to be created
and witnessed.

i'm awaiting for NEW days to come!
what about you?

HAPPY holidays? NOT!

2008-12-13T13:56:33Z

~~HAPPY holidays?~~ NOT!

holidays = relaxation & BOREDOM!!!
someone please save me from this.

i don't mind going out just for a talk or for a walk
anything will do.
i'll be there.

i miss those days when you called me out randomly and have
i. our people-watch session
ii. our gig session
iii. our window shopping session
iv. our heart-to-heart talking session
where are you? i want you back!

sweet 21 birthday. NOT?

2008-12-07T05:46:42Z

how important do you think birthday or 21st birthday is?
is it really like people say its a MUST to celebrate?
is only 21st birthday significant to you?
what about the past 20 years of simple birthday celebration before 21st?
why must you gather those people who dont know each other only on the 21st birthday?

for me,i would prefer a simple celebration or no celebration
in regardless of whether it is 21st birthday or not.
how about you?

i want a BREAKAWAY on my 21st birthday!!!

words.

2008-11-28T15:09:33Z

WORDS can really be hurtful
although it might seem harmless.
we might think that actions hurt most
but WORDS are really the ones that can hit you right in the heart.
actions cause physical harm
and WORDS cause mental harm which has more impact.

lets all think twice before we speak
as we'll not know who will be the one being hurt.

thrilled.

2008-11-21T17:13:09Z

i was thrilled by ~~my own act~~ and my friends' too.

a night when
Craps were told,
Questions were asked,
Laughter was spread,
A secret was revealed and
A bad thing was done.

what's more? LOL.
should be no more,i guess.

crush? or crushed?

2008-11-17T16:34:24Z

did you have a crush on someone before?
how did it feel?
did the sight of the particular person make your day no matter how moody you were?

friends will tell me whoever's crush they saw
and be thrilled over it
or i'll call my friend immediately whenever i see their crush
and be thrilled together.

however is having a crush always a happy incident?
or have you experienced being "crushed" by that somebody's truth?
but people still enjoy the sweet feeling of having a crush.

do you have a crush?
i did have my crush. =)

distance.

2008-11-13T05:52:57Z

a short separate can cause a big difference.
feelings will not be the same
or maybe not.
distance seems to be further apart from the usual.
the gap in between is getting bigger.

distance is always the matter which cause people to drift apart.
drifting......................................................................................... apart

item&feeling.

2008-11-08T18:23:52Z

have you estimated how long will you keep an item?
or how long will you keep your feeling?
how long should it be then will consider as long?
1 year? 2 years? or more?

i heard before a person who actually kept his feelings for a person for as long as 6years!
its long enough already,
but there is always someone who kept longer.
what is the driving force that allow them to keep their feelings for so long?
how can one be so persevere?

i might be persevere if the result will turn out as what i wished.
however i will give up immediately once i know that the result isn't what i wished.
what about you?
are you more persevere than me?

worth it?

2008-10-31T18:05:23Z

sorry but bear with the updates
cause i havent been updating for long
and thoughts are flowing.

would you still try to save the situation even if you know that it could not be saved?
is there still a point for you to do so
or just leave it as it is?
if you try to save it,
will the result worth the effort you've made
or you will rather not try?
does it really matter if you change the situation?
does anyone even appreciate the change?
if no one appreciates
and you carry on trying to save the situation,
you will only embarrass yourself
and make yourself look even worse.
so just live on your life!

i would not change the situation
but to live it my way.
take it or leave it.
dont live in others' life.
i would rather not embarrassed myself
nor make myself look worse.
and thats me!
is that you too? =)

how far?

2008-10-28T05:20:03Z

have you ever think of how far will you go for the person you like?
i have people telling me that they will do as much as the person ask them to do.
but is that what you want or is that what the person you like wants?
is it worth for you to go that far or even further?
does the person really appreciate it?
or in the end you gain nothing but fall hard on the ground?
you may think that one day you'll be able to change that person
but how long does it take to change that person?
will the person still be the one you want after you have changed their mind?

all i want to say is,
don't go beyond your limit when the person is not really worth your effort.
don't push yourself nor that person too far
as no one will gain in the end. =)

★PEACE.

changes.

2008-10-23T03:27:29Z

after so long...
changes have been made to my life.
good/bad?
sometimes changes bring happy moment to us
and sometimes not.
but i dont blame on the changes,
i move on with it.
it doesnt matter who/what caused the change to you.
but you'll need to accept it/change it.
no point blaming,just move on.

i chose to move on. how about you?
its your life.
live it the way you want it to be! =)

no BKK photos cause LAZY!

HOLIDAYS!!!

2008-06-13T18:21:50Z

i have just come back from my Bangkok Trip.
it was my FIRST Bangkok Trip and my FIRST LIVE Concert!!!
it was a SUPER DUPER UBER GREAT experience.

i felt so at home in Bangkok
the only bad thing is that their living standard is way too far from Singapore.
overall,their stuff are SUPER cheap.
you will just simply shop like MAD over there.
it is a MUST go place for all of us.
it also satisfied my desire of seeing BIGBANG in person.
they were really GREAT and FLY during the concert.
it totally worth for the cost and effort of going over to Bangkok to see them.
i enjoyed myself TOTALLY!!!
end of my 1st entry.
the next entry will be FULL of photos.
i mean FULLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!
=DDD

meaning of my name?

2008-01-21T10:28:52Z

What Chen Hsiao Li Means

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

you dont need to believe in it but
why not give a try? =)
< it's from eileen/ sookyung too >

my craze!!!

2008-01-21T10:14:56Z

havent been updating my journal LONGGGGG.
therefore this entry might be a LONGGGG one.

First of all i'll start with my craze. they're the BIGBANG!!!
they simply rock my world till now,
even though it sound absurd but
i just LOVE them.
enough of them and i'll show an example of my craziness over them below (it's a survey i saw from a fan's <eileen/sookyung> blog so i took the test and decided to post it here.) :-

Second will be something surprising happened.
if i asked a question : "If one of your friends has your individual/private photo without you knowing it,will you feel strange /weird?"
i will wish to know your reaction. =)

Last will be my AUGUST KOREA TRIP with vanessa and grace!!!!
i'm soooooo extremely excited about the trip.
its my FIRST oversea trip with friends and without my parents.
cant wait for it to come and
i've decided to work my ass off during this coming holiday for the trip! woohoo!!!

END OF ENTRY. MORE TO COME... =)

mosy of all, HOLIDAY IS COMING!!! 1 MORE WEEK!!! WEEE~~~!

expectations.

2007-12-19T16:38:49Z

do we really need to get back what we give?

sometimes we will think that we gave out more than what we get back.
but is it necessary to think that way?
at times i will have thoughts in that way,
but when i look back on what i've done for others
and what others have done for me.
it is so foolish of me for thinking of how much i should get back after i gave out.
and it is not necessary to have a balance in it.
basically the reality is unfair.
no one is balanced in this world
unless you're the very LUCKY one which is soooo few.

after typing this entry,i guess i will change my character but dont expect a big change! =)

the person.

2007-12-07T19:03:56Z

i may not be the perfect person to be the one you need,
but i'm willing to be the person there whenever you need.

i may not understand you totally,
but i'm willing to understand you.

i may not be the person you confide in,
but i'm willing to be the person you confide in.

i may not be the person you trust in,
but i'm willing to trust you.

i may not be the person you really want to be with,
but i'm willing to wait.

all i want is to be the person you need.

face.

2007-12-06T12:36:47Z

we people all have a face to express ourselves.
through expressions.
through actions.
through words.
through languages.

we show our joy,sadness,anger
through expressions.
through actions.
but what you show on the face,
is not equivalent to what you feel in heart.

i may show happiness on my face
but not in my heart.
i may show anger on my face
but not in my heart.

most importantly,is to show the true you in front of others.

Shhhhhh...

2007-11-30T18:07:29Z

i didnt want to have this entry
but in order to relieve the anger
and intolerance in me,
i wished to have this!

sometimes certain thing is not meant to be said out or expressed out directly.
people give hints or beat around the bush to avoid tension.
sometimes you just have to be wise and understand it
dont let the person continue to tolerate you.
once you hit the person's land mine,
the whole issue will explode
and the ending will NEVER good!

p.s to the secret person i hope that if you do read this,PLEASE get my hints
and beware of stepping onto my land mine,causing it to explode.
the ending will NOT be good! ANGRY!!!

Your Big Bang Love Life?
Name
DOB
Favourite Color
Your love at first sight is	Daesung
The person that cheats on you is	Daesung
Your first kiss is with	Seungri
The person that asks you out is	T.O.P
The person you marry is	G-Dragon
The person you run away with is	Taeyang

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